Thursday, November 22nd, 2007
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Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
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6:25 pm - For Al Frail
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Al Frail.... Love of my life! I'm posting this for you because you pointed out to me that I have only updated once since you joined livejournal... Well here's update numero 2. Happy? I hope so.
PSAT tomorrow... dun dun dun. Shit. Alex is probably studying her ravenclaw ass off while I'm playing on my compy. Christine and Tori are most likely being just as lazy as I am. Oh well if I'm mediocre once again... so be it.
You know what I want? The Ai No Kusabi Novel. MMMMMM... kinky japanese smut. Hellz yeah.
I lava you alex. I hope you enjoyed this.
BTW only a week and a half left of field hockey!
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Monday, October 2nd, 2006
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11:22 pm - So you're actually suppose to post on these things, eh?
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Ummmm... yeah. I never update. But anyways It's 11:20something and I can't sleep. GAH! That is the absolute worst feeling ever. Not to mention have a game tommorow.... I hate field hockey.
School sucks.
Only one and 7/8 years of it left to go.
MUUUUSSSSTTTT SLEEEEP.
but i cant my brain wont turn off. fuck you brain. fuck. you. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Maybe reading will help. probabally not. bitches.
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Monday, November 14th, 2005
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8:00 am - like forever...
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holy crap I havent written for like ever.... sorry I'm really bad at Journal things.
MY SISTER IS PREGGERS WITH A BABY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG her name is going to be Lilly Claire Cugini. :) isn't that soooo cute? If she was having a boy his name would've been James Alexander... heheheh Lilly and James... POTTER!!! (Harry Potter) hehehe. Sorry I found it humorous. So not much else is new except I'm currently planning my english teacher's death and shannon and I are pen pals. (even though I make the worst pen pal ever! always sending my letters late... Please forgive me mooney!!) I smell from my two hours of field hockey so I'm ost certainly going to go bathe then watch Gray's Anatomy. :) Good times. Good Times.
current mood:  dirty
current music: my humming computer
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Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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3:47 pm - ???breakdown???
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So yeah my dad just got out of the hospital after like 6 days. He was in there for chest pain and a blood clot in his leg. It was weird to see him all weak and skinny. I mean he lost 10 lbs. in there just because the food was gross and he wouldnt eat it. Then when he was getting out of his wheelchair and into our car he could barely walk... I allmost cried because I was so used to seeing my dad as this ultimate strong figure then to see him so weak he can barely walk was kinda of blow to my fragile physce I mean one emotional break down in a week is MORE than enough for me. Thank God he finaly got out today though, in time for my birthday which is tuesday. (finally i'll be 15) So now I'm off to costco with my bitching mother. Just kill me now.
current mood:  anxious
current music: Silver Bullet~Hawthrone Heights
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Friday, September 9th, 2005
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9:29 pm - *sniffles, sniffle*
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I believe I am getting a cold...It sucked I had to run a mile at practice with a CRAZY runny nose. I was not happy. Then my coach decided it was beat up goalie day! WTF i was allready dying. Then everything turned out okay I guess...I mean I'm still alive afterall.
school pretty much sucks. Well I am barely pulling an A in Chem. but it's okay. Everything else is allright.
I think I have stomach problems agian... Like throwing up everyday... so yeah it kinda sorta sucks... :( I hope it'll pass... but maybe I'll end up really skinny out of this? ya never know.
I'm gonna bathe I fell dirty. Dunno why I just feel my skin needs a good scrub..
current mood:  sick
current music: Existentialism on Prom Night~ Starylight Run
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Thursday, August 18th, 2005
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3:26 pm - OUCHIES!
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Well today being the 18th of August, my 4th day of 2-a-day field hockey practices (GAH >.<)I'm sarting to feel the pain... my ankle which now has to be in a brace everyday feels like it's on fucking fire everytime i move on to my toes, which as goalie i have to do all the time. Then there's my quads. That's to expected considering all the running I'm now forced to do... :'( wah... But besides that all is going well with the team. JV is a but small but we're working on getting more players.
AHHH... I have some REALLY exciting news, but it's a secret as of now so i cannot tell anyone yet but it is FUCKING AWESOME EXTREME AWESOMENESS TO THE MAX! I can't wait to tell everyone! Sorry that I can't even tell shannon cuz lord knows that chubs+secret= Everyone in the whole world knows. But we still love her.
I MISS YOU SHANNON! we can hang on sunday maybe? No am practice for me on monday..I think... ok that's it i'm sleepy so i gonna go nap! YEASH!
PEACE!
current mood:  sore
current music: Viva Forever~Spice Girls
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Thursday, August 4th, 2005
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12:40 pm - ARE YOU FUCKING SIRIUS?!?
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Hey, umm... i leave for maine tomorrow morning for my rich cousin's wedding. BORING!
So yes the ultimate question of the month: Are YOU fucking sirius? Yes sirius black from harry potter. he's the single bestest character in all of harry potter. and to answer my own question HELLZ YEAH I'M FUCKING SIRIUS!
so yup i've a prett Freaky naughty week. shannon over on mon-tues, bizb over tues-wed.
I went back to school shopping yesterday got the 2 pairs of the much needed jeans. (3 of mine had large holes.. WAH! they were my favorites!) I got a FOB shirt that says "drop it like it's hot" umm and like some other pointless shirts, so whatev'.
Watching ER this morning made me cry because Dr. Gallant had to leave for Iraq...:'( WAHH! Then Dr. Weaver's lover sandy died. AND then sandy's family wouldn't let her have their son! IT WAS SOO SAD! and my granma's like "too bad those lebian's shouldn't have had a baby." I was really pissed at her after that. I mean even though Dr. Weaver was lesbian she still loved Sandy and their baby. Love is love no matter what they say. So yeah i'm okay now.
all right that's it. BYE!
current mood:  touched
current music: Several Ways to die Trying~Dashboard Confessional
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Sunday, July 31st, 2005
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12:33 pm - Maybe your gonna be the one that saves me...
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Once agian I come bearing more bad news of a loss. Bill Wright Jr. and his wife Joanna lost their 2 week old baby girl,tabitha, last night. The cause of death was SIDS (sudden infant death syndrom). The wright family is huge Bill WrightJr has about 11 or so siblings. Two of which are my.. I suppose friends, Jeremiah and Katie.
It was weird to see Jeremiah so upset. He wasn't like bawling but he was crying silent tears and he looked really bad. Upon seeing him i had to run up and give him a big hug. There was nothing I could say and I knew that, so I just smiled and hugged. Sometimes I believe that maybe for the better than trying to say something. Katie looked a little sad, but she wasn't too bad.
Once agian i find myself questioning my faith and my God... I just don't no what to think anymore. everything used to make so much more sense...but now everything has changed... I'm not viewing things the same way anymore. It's just different and hard to accept.
current mood:  crushed
current music: Who Am I~Casting Crowns
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Saturday, July 30th, 2005
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8:05 pm - Of Life and Death...
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Well yesterday i went to my very first funeral...woa. Well it was for ,my friend Jen's Dad. He was only 44 years old. The service was pretty short, but one of the most emotional draining things I've ever sat through. I barely knew this man, yet I was bawling. I mean.. I can't imagine how Jen and her brother must be feeling... How do get over something like that? Losing a parent.. just too much for me to handel. I know that people don't live forever but honnestly how do you contiue to live?The day I loose a member of my immediate family is a day I'll loose a piece of my soul...
I hope I'mnot the only one that feels that way.. I just have a hard time letting things go. Life after death? I just don't know anymore... Why take such a young life away from a family that loves and still really needs him? It just doesn't make sense to me. why? why do that?
current mood:  frustrated
current music: Dimmer Light~Dead Poetic
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Sunday, July 24th, 2005
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2:33 pm - Dum de dum dum...
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AT LAST!!!
Finally after about 2 weeks i can sleep in my own damn bed! it's gonna be great. I was really getting sick of my couch or my sister's couch... never agian for a looooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg time will i sleep on the couch.
Let's see. Not much else interesting happened 'cept i got a new cellular device. My new # is 240-529-4001. so if you try calling my old number you'll be reaching my dada.
Speaking of the dada.. He totally left me today! Okay since i was banished to the couch and dont have my alarm clock i would need an wake up call in order to get up at 8:30 to get ready for church and go feed my neighbor's dog (i'm puppysitting). Did i get a wake up call? Nooooo... of course not. My grandma comes down at 9:05 right as she's about to leave for church and says to me, "Biz?! Don't you have to let the dog out before 9" and was like, "uhhh... yeah. Why?" "because it's after 9" So had to jump outta bed..wait i mean the couch and run to let the dog out before he soiled himself all about the house so i run over there as my grandparents pull out for church. I'm gone all of 7 minutes all i had to do was let him out to pee and refill his dishes. But when i come back there's no one home. HE LEFT WITH OUT ME!!! gah... this isnt the first time incidence like this happened too. But it's all right i'm oksy.
Meh.. I'm having lots of fun talking to zimmie more.(HI ZIMMIE! GO WRITE!!) I'm ticked that grace couldnt come ova' and spend the day w/ me. She's sooo mean.
current mood:  weird
current music: Champagne Supernova~Oasis
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Thursday, July 21st, 2005
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7:57 pm - the zimmie!!!
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Hey! just to inform everyone zandra has joined livejournal! so all my buddies who know the zimmieburger friend her! her username is illegalzinkan. okayday everyone just felt you all should know. i gotta go i'm helpinh her w/ everything ova' the tele.....phone
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Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
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11:04 am - NOOO!!!
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okay. i just got back from wildwood. more on that later. the subject at hand is Harry potter and the half blood prince...
I finished the book last night at about 1:30. I was sobbing uncontrolably. I've never gried soo much in a book. It was terrible. I cannot believe that he's dead. First sirius now him! It's sooo unfair. The book was amazing and i cant believe there's nothing left to read untill like another 2 years! I'm gonna die. There are soooooo many loose ends still to tie up! Gawsh why must it take soo long to write a book?! As for R.A.B. i have some major theories. That's it that's all i'm saying. so not to ruin the book for thoes of you who have yet to finish! WAAHHHHHH!!!!!! oh and one more thing there is one character i now loath more than Bellatrix Lestrange... but i cant tell you who! NOOOOO!!!
current mood:  devious
current music: Glass in the Trees~Dead Poetic
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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9:39 am - so long farwell to you my friends.
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well this is my last morning! i'm heading to dield hockey camp @ noon today! so i'm just saying bye to you! i won't be writing for like 2 weeks! so... so long farwell to you my friends. Good bye for now untill we meet agian. It's been great to play and sing together...in the BOX, but now it's time to say goodbye.
sorry that was the farwell song from disney channel's In the Box and love it so I used it.
current mood:  thirsty
current music: Dear Jamie...Sincerly Me~hellogoodbye
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Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
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4:35 pm - desprate desires...
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Phew...finally i'm back to civilization. For four days I have been camping out at creation with Shannon, Alli, Katie, Kirk, Mrs. Burden and Mrs. Ellis. First off me camping for even a day is entire shock, yet alone 4 whole nights. I'm more of the hotel kinda girl. But besides the insane heat (CURSE THE SUN!), my flithy body (no shower, only washed hair once)and the crazy ammount of sweat I had a great time. Fun fun camping with the ellisi. But i dont think i've ever been soooo happy to see my bed. As soon as I got back from shannon's this afternoon I crashed on my very on clean, soft, bug free bed by myself. Ahhhh...the glory.
my break will only last till wednesday. wahhh... hokey camp all the way in NC. meh...too much outdoorsiness for me. i'm gonna be sooo dead and tired. but hopefully i'll have shead some major poundage i've gained in my legs and gut. YuCK!
by the way...i REALLY miss two insanely important people in my life...ZIM and GRACE! i need to see and talk to them before i die.
current mood: sore
current music: "Play Crack the sky"~Brand New
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Monday, June 27th, 2005
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4:22 am - waiting here with hopes the phone will ring.
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well well well... my first actual entry! woot. Well not much happened today. I droped shannon off at home and saw her half painted room. Hahaha. I laugh at the idea of shannon painting. Basically after that my mom and i ran errands. see nothing facinating to tell.Except i'll be going to creation on wed. with the shannon, alli, their mom and the ELLISI!!! (yes a new species!) we get back from that on sunday then i leave for an awesome hockey camp in NC on the 6th that finishes on the 10th so i gotta drive all the way back home about 6 or 7 hours, only to travel for 4 more hours the next day to wildwood. Too much driving!!
The sadest thing that's happened is my best friend the zimmie (aka zandra) moved away from after 12 years of living across the street! I am saddened. She lives all the way down in SC now. That's sooo far away from dumpy maryland! I'm gonna miss her and her fantabulous drawings and book! But just you wait for her livejournal in which she will be posting her book! hellz yeah. okay that's all till i'm bored another day!
ADIOS! peace out!
current mood: chipper
current music: Dashboard confessional~ Places you've come to fear the most
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Sunday, June 26th, 2005
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5:32 am - weeeeeeee!
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Uhh.. I've started a livejournal! Actually.. this is just Shannon typing. I'm forcing Biz to make this. She's laying down behind me. Peace out!
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Goo Goo Dolls~ "Iris"
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